February 2012
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I live in the past.
I watch old shows, I play old video games, I save childhood possessions, and I try to hang on to people when I’m not even sure they are making genuine effort to hang on to me. I think about the way things used to be rather than the way things are, or the way things could be if I worked harder to get there. I tend to feel like things were better in the “old days”. I don’t...
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Girl from the Stars
An otherworldly beauty of which the likes that have never been seen. Descending from the heavens the milky twilight compares naught to her brilliant visage. The breath is stolen from my lungs for she holds the secrets of the universe in her eyes. Shimmering with light no words are spoken. Entranced by her gaze a brief moment of love is shared. She takes her leave to the skies once more and I am...
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Mirror photos are too mainstream
now I only take shadow pictures.
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I think
therefore my head hurts.
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Powerless
I hate it when you want to help someone you care about, but due to circumstances beyond your control there is absolutely nothing you can do to remedy the situation for them. Sure, you can always lend an ear, but sometimes that’s not enough. You wish you could make everything better and give them the happiness they deserve.
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It's ridiculous
seeing people act like they own someone just because they follow them. Talk about being an obsessive creep. Get a clue.
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The devaluing of hard work
Can we really blame people for not valuing hard work anymore? It’s not like society really does. They say they do, but let’s face the truth. It’s hard to believe hard work is worth anything when you’ve got manufactured “artists” making millions of dollars for (questionably) performing songs they didn’t even write using production tools to perfect their...
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Universal Futility
We’re not important, we only think we are. We’re just another blip in time; a tallymark in the grand scheme of all that ever was, and all that will ever be. The universe will not remember us when we’re gone, nor will it miss us. Stars will be born, and stars will die; a constant contrast of light and darkness reaching out into the depths of places we can only dream of ever...
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People annoy me vol. 1
“Every moment is a gift” Yeah, until you don’t have a boyfriend. Then it’s “life is a meaningless cycle of events designed to make you suffer.” Somehow I just can’t take you seriously. “Just pack up and get away for a while” Easy for you to say when your parents pay all your bills and you don’t have any responsibilities. Enjoy bicycling...
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Something's not right about that.
Either I have a fever, or I am going through the “change of life” a bit early.
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I'm realistic enough to know some things will...
but too unrealistic to ever stop dreaming of them.
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When I think about it
I’m alone. It’s just who I am. Don’t pity me though, most of humanity doesn’t interest me, and the ones who do—well, they don’t seem to find interest in me. It’s a never-ending cycle of buildup and letdown culminating in my own personal defeat. My mind pulls me into its darkest depths where even on the brightest of days the outside world is gray at best. I...
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Criticising unoriginality
Often I see people complain that a story is “unoriginal”, and while there are plenty of stories whether it is in video games, books, or movies, that just try to cash-in on time tested formulas, I think it’s easy to differentiate those from a genuine effort by a talented storyteller. Let’s face it, there’s not much under the sun that hasn’t been done before. No...
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mogthemoogle replied to your post: Having to buy a card
Why?
doctorjonvondoom replied to your post: Having to buy a card
Why is this?
Well, it’s kind of difficult to explain. As odd as it may sound coming from someone who basically writes about their feelings all the time, it’s hard for me to express the full extent of my feelings for the people I care about most sometimes. I tell...
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Having to buy a card
for a birthday or similar holiday always makes me upset. I’m an unstable pile of emotions.
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Feeling depressed and listening to a sad song
suddenly it feels like time slows down and you’re in a music video complete with cuts between pacing back and forth, sitting on the floor with your head in your hands, resting your chin on one hand in deep thought, staring out the window, laying in bed looking at the ceiling, looking at yourself in the mirror, fidgeting with random objects, and writing poetry or a letter.
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It would be nice if
my brain’s reaction to just about everything wasn’t anxiety and general unease.
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Writer's Escape
The young writer wanted to share his words with the world. He wanted to make people laugh, and cry; he wanted to inspire and make a difference, and at first he thought he could do just that. Slowly his words received praise and gave him the recognition which he never thought that he could have, but soon the world rejected him—just like before. As time passed the audience grew larger and...
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Dislike with a side of hatred. Hold the humor,...
It really annoys me that no one is allowed to dislike anything anymore. It’s like you’re only entitled to express your opinion if you’re showing your undying worship and love for some stupid trend, musician, actor/actress, video game, or just about anything else you can think of. Newsflash: not everyone likes the same things, and not every opinion is going to be positive. The...
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Identity crisis averted
In case you were wondering, I identify as a sixth degree ninja master of the dark planet Xangor. I prefer the pronouns “ees”, “ort”, and “urh”. Please be respectful of this or my spirit animal; the great space Narwhal Forbius-XRT, will descend from the heavens and punish you for all eternity. Thank you tumblr, you have helped me find the core of my true being.
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My computer monitor shit the bed this morning.
Oh well, at least its last 7 hours of life were well spent.
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Valentine's day
shouldn’t make you feel more alone than any other day. If you think about it, the only difference between Valentine’s day and any other day is that corporations use candy, flowers, cards, copious amounts of pink and red, and those stupid bears that sing songs that were never any good as a cheap excuse to cash in on the one thing money truly cannot buy: love. Gifts can be nice, but if...
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Me and the pain
It’s not just me anymore, it’s me and the pain. Pain is my best friend, it’s become part of who I am. They don’t understand my relationship with pain and what we share. The pain is always there. Unlike everyone else, it doesn’t leave me when I feel alone, it only intensifies. It grows stronger with every disappointment, every loss, and every move I make. We’ve...
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“People will always sign their own death warrant by acting out of stupidity and...”
– Porky Minch (Mother 3)
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Reflections
Standing in front of the mirror, the reflection staring back at me is someone I almost don’t recognize at times. I know it’s me, and yet, there is something foreign. It’s all very subtle, and if asked exactly what feature it is, I probably wouldn’t be able to tell you. There’s something there that is the same, but simultaneously different.
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Trigger warning: intimacy "shaming"
There are some people that just can’t seem to refrain from boasting about their sexual excursions. It’s really kind of awkward when someone goes on and on about stuff they’ve done with their boyfriend/girlfriend or during a random “hook up”. There are just some things I don’t care to know about people, and this is definitely filed under that category. Great,...
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I think everyone on tumblr
should watch PCU It’s the perfect example of the stupidity that ensues when a society becomes too politically correct.
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"Dear boys..
if you don’t look like Calvin Klein models don’t expect girls to look like Victoria’s Secret angels.” While I can agree with the sentiment behind this statement, to be fair there are many girls who set the same unrealistic standards for guys. Let’s not even act like for a moment that they don’t go around drooling over the ones with “flawless”...
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That's it
I’m suing for likeness rights.
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Judge not lest ye love bacon.
tumblr: I just hate it when people judge me for what I like.
Me: Yeah, that's silly.
tumblr: So, do you like bacon?
Me: No.
tumblr: OMG I can't believe you! What the hell is wrong with you?! You have horrible taste and don't know what's good! Are you even human!? I don't think I can talk to you anymore because I have never heard anything more ridiculous in my entire life on this earth. You think you're too good for it, DON'T YOU!? Well, you just keep on thinking that you over-privileged-white-judgmental-ableist-prick. I love my greasy sizzling little strips of heaven and I won't let you hurt their feelings like this. It's people like you that make this world an unbearable place with your inability to accept the beauty in everything, and your outlandish opinions about food. You're missing out, but you don't deserve to share in the greatness that is the almighty ambrosia of meat! Die you heathen, just die!
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Unsung Hero
Amazingly he continues to give expecting nothing in return. He doesn’t do it for recognition—the knowledge of his most noble deeds are likely to die with him. The desire to do what is right in a world full of temptation is a calling met only by those with the kindest of hearts; a will forged by courage. Unnoticed by the common person, he works to fight against the forces of darkness...
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Are you a film company looking for a quick way to...
Don’t worry about coming up with something new or original, just re-release your already successful movie franchise in 3-D!
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I was just informed that someone said they cried...
..it’s not even remotely sad. It’s more like “BLAM SUPER HEROES POW POW HULK BETTER THAN ARMY WOOSH *EXPLOSION*” Samuel L. Jackson: SAY WHAT AGAIN MUTHA FUCKA!
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(insert obligatory super bowl post)
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Youtube personalities
It’s come to my attention that in most videos that “youtube personalities” make, they just can’t help but tell you to “like”, “comment”, and “subscribe” to their videos. If we really enjoy what you have to say (and I can’t say I do since most are gimmicky, shallow, take part in “internet drama”, or are just plain stupid)...
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Brain switch: off.
I’m in one of those moods where I feel like a talentless hack that will never accomplish anything, so I’ll be forced to work crappy jobs that make me miserable and get paid insulting wages for the rest of my life. It just makes me feel absolutely hopeless about the future rather than looking forward to it like everyone makes you feel you’re “supposed to”. I think it...
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I've had the worst headache all day.
I’ve tried medication, a hot shower, and a nap, and it still won’t go away. It hurts mainly above and behind my left eye and my nose feels dry, so I think it might be sinuses. This needs to go away before tomorrow because I have a full day (that I already didn’t feel like dealing with) ahead of me. Figures.
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Craigslist.
Selling stuff on craigslist has to be one of the most annoying processes ever. People are constantly trying to low-ball you when you’ve already posted an item up for sale well under its going rate. Everyone wants something for nothing and has no concept of what things are really worth. I know there are people out there who try to pawn off junk like they have a gold mine and jack the price...
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Video game manual:
"Take a 15-minute break during each hour of play."
Me: Nope!
*keeps playing*
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Typical facebook newsfeed:
Girl posting cleavage shots in an attempt to fish for compliments.
Overly optimistic quotes.
That one person who can’t go 5 minutes without reminding you of their religion or lack thereof.
Girl who quotes terrible pop music lyrics that are either A) sappy or B) overtly sexual.
“like this if” status updates.
That guy who posts things such as “FUCK SHIT UP!”...
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Shaving, and more..
After reading the title I imagine you must be thinking “man, this guy must be running low on topics to discuss”, and while I wouldn’t blame anyone for that assumption, these are the thoughts that run through my mind, as miniscule as some of them may seem to the typical person. “He’s going to write about shaving, really?” Yes, he’s going to write about...
January 2012
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Me vs. Me vs. Me
I want to be happy, but at this point I just don’t know if that’s possible anymore. Sure, happy moments occur from time to time; I’m not saying I never laugh or have fun, because I do, but those times are usually fleeting, and then I am back to thinking about all the things that drive me crazy. I want genuine, deep-down inside happiness, not just a few random moments here and...
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(Possibly humorous) Alternate URL edits
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Shows like "Keeping up with the Kardashians"
are for people with no lives of their own. Their purpose is to allow you to live vicariously through the world of rich people that don’t contribute anything to the world other than more unnecessary drama and stupidity. They keep all the busy little worker bees occupied when they’re not at their crap jobs, because if you start thinking too much you might get ideas of your own, and that...
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Ladies:
If a Magypsy can see it, why can’t you?
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I still wish for the impossible.
I still dream of things that will never be. Even though I grow in years my heart still says to me: “don’t let it go it’s what you want you only have one shot take these matters into your own hands for if you don’t you’ll live for naught.”
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Phony facebook relationships
I’ve noticed on facebook that it’s perfectly acceptable for two female friends to set their status to “in a relationship” or “married” to each other, when they are in fact 100% straight, and no one says a word about it, but if they do it’s usually something like “omg you guys are so cute”, or “men suck lolol”. We get it,...
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Most of my days are.